It went something like this.

Actually, I’ll go far enough to say this is a transcript

 

 

 

Look. I'm getting some weird vibes, like you aren't telling me something. Is there something you haven't told me?

 

nothing that  you need to know

its all good

 

You say need, but is there something I would want to know

 

i dont know

doesnt really matter i guess

do you want to come around for coffee?

or tea?

 

in a bit

It does matter to me though.

 

well we're not together anymore - it probably shouldnt matter

 

I get vibes off everyone, but regardless of our relationship status, you're still very important to me and it's a weight feeling uneasy vibes from you.

I just want to clear my head and figure out why I have these uneasy thoughts.

 

am i really important to you

 

As much as I don't like it to be the truth sometimes, yeah

So, is there some sort of reason I'm feeling this?

 

i dont know *** gee z

i dont understand what you're feeling

 

Neither do I, but it has to do with you. So it makes it all the more potent.

 

well, it shouldnt

im going to have a smoke

see you/tty soon

 

 

What does one say to that?

I’m stuck at the top of a tower where the stairs go up but there is no platform, just a plummet to the gravel.

Stuck in a constant unbalance.

Say nothing, be loved, say feeling, be shunned.

I know it’s over, I’m in no denial here, but there is always withering, constant shine.

Let it go, let it be.

Be friends?

Be uncomfortable, be the worm, the leech until you are flicked.

I never wanted it to be this way, but I’m letting myself suckle.

Is she hiding

something, or am I just paranoid?

 

Yours,

Pura

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