Tuesday - Just A Rage
I need to breath some fire out of my lungs.
Yes, this is a touchy issue, no I don’t care.
The mentally disabled. I’m talking idiots; I’m talking bullies with inferiority complexes.
Hey I can understand why people are nice to you for the most part. But the next person with a below average IQ that threatens me, will die.
“Oh but they’re just idiots, not worth your time”
So that gives these retards a right to attack anyone they want because they’re ‘just frustrated’ apparently because they fail at school or understanding the world?
I don’t care if you couldn’t get decent marks in school due to dyslexia or mental retardation, inbreeding or whatever. I don’t care if that’s why you’ll never achieve some kind of greatness in society, some kind of importance.
Because if there is a God, you weren’t meant to be important, and as far as I can see you were put here to be a charity case, maybe to test the intellectuals patience.
And this is all my biased opinion and I’m aware of that.
Yes I was bullied as a child because I thought differently.
Yes I stood up for myself.
Yes I got beat up a few times.
And the people that did that to me never change, no matter the social status, the mental capacities, the jobs.
I’ll tell you one thing, they test my patience, they make me twitch and squirm and write.
What is most disturbing here is that no matter how witty you are, no matter how intelligent you are, they’ll always win the battle with a fist.
What helps me sleep at night knows they don’t even know there is a war and they lost when someone let them out of the womb.
No. These people aren’t worth your time or mine but that doesn’t mean idiots should be kept in closet. If they fuck up, jail is good, but they won’t learn, it goes with the title.
Maybe capital punishment does make some sense after all…
Hahaha.
-Pura
07.31.07 (5:31 pm) [
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Monday - The way we're going we'll all be president.
So an eventful first post. Biased views flood my comments page.
You’re entitled to your opinions, just be aware that some things really bother me and I couldn’t give a fuck that I offend for the most part.
I don’t intend on offending or forcing my opinions on anyone, if you don’t like it, well, you’re the fool here not me. At least I’ll listen to what you have to say and I won’t criticise you as a person.
Shit happens and I’ll tell you why shit happens and who’s fault it is.
Society, it’s the saddest tragedy and the funniest comedy of our time, since civilisation settled down, stuck a flag in the ground and said
‘Er… ok well from here to the water is… our country, we’ll call it *your country here*, and… we’ll be called *your country here*cans, and we’ll fight your country for reasons we can’t even figure out half the time’
Hey, this is all fun and games, I mean there has to be a list somewhere that has a list of excuses for going to war.
- Religion
- Money
Or to anyone with a free mind:
- Control/Power
- Greed/Power
“Oh but but but, that’s not true, there’s always a good reason for it, statistics and reports on the news tell us so”
Wrong.
This is a fear tactic, you’re wrong, and you’ll fight me to the end but, you’re brainwashed. Learn to clear your mind, and think for yourself.
K? k.
Next issue.
I see a lot of hypocrisy in the little town I hail from.
Friends that hate you for no just reason, turn around and befriend you again, then its found that they were trying to fuck your girlfriend behind your back.
Isn’t that a kick in the balls?
I mean, if you want to be friends with a guy after being at each other’s throats for a good while, that’s fine, that’s understandable, people change and morals change.
But wouldn’t you think that it’s probably just easier to stay enemies, what do you thinks going to happen.
“Hey I heard you were hitting on my girl man.”
“Yeah… well, I figured now that we’re friends…”
That would make so much more sense if you hated each other.
I see it everywhere in this place, it’s sad.
It’s sad people, when love gets turned into a weapon of hate.
That’s the way we’re headed people.
Although I’ve heard it said many times “Love is only a chemical reaction”, I’ll never believe it.
Contrary to what you may think about me due to my first post, I do have faith in the human soul, I don’t believe emotion is purely a certain ratio of different chemicals combined to create what we have named in such an artistic nature.
Happiness
Love
Hate
Anger
Sadness
The human soul is a confusing and powerfully emotional thing to write about and this is something else that pisses me off.
There are hundreds on thousands of books that explain the meaning of life, what the human soul is, where we can find solace in life, ways to exceed others in spirituality.
The deep philosophy underneath all this, THE MEANING OF LIFE is being sold for $5 in a checkout stand at a grocery store near you.
No, its not ok, this is just another way to make you consume, this is another way to make people feel they have some superiority over others because they read THE MEANING OF LIFE in a $5 book.
Lets face it, we all want to be important, and we all want to be important for that sole reason or to get laid. Hands down, that’s the meaning of our lives in this modern day.
Another sad fact.
So technically, you’re losing any chance of finding the meaning of life by learning things from a book written by a guy who doesn’t know the TRUE meaning of life but knows that the closest thing to the meaning of life is to play on human’s emotions by releasing a book that is filled with false hope and flattery to make a cheap buck.
The only definition for the meaning of life is what you define.
The meaning of life is subjective.
Read all you can, but always be true to yourself, there is hope but it only lies in the mind of the individual.
-Pura
07.30.07 (5:44 pm) [
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Sunday - And He Starts Again
No fucking around this time.
Puberty is a bitch. There’s bigger things to tackle.
So I’m starting this again.
It was once said ‘Judge not, that ye be not judged’
Well. I can certainly understand this, and I do. But let it be known I will not hesitate to attack someone should they question me as a being. I will not crucify or condemn any man who tries and fails. Nor will I attack any man who believes something I do not.
Have we got that?
K? Good, because you’ll think me an asshole if you don’t.
I will however hurt and point out the problems in a persons character should they attempt to ‘dance on my grave’ so to speak.
Why?
Well, I find almost every criticism I’ve had spat in my face to have been soaked in complete hypocrisy.
“Oh but, but, but, but, you’re a hypocrite too in saying that every bit of criticism is merely hypocrisy, you’re not perfect, you’re just a guy with a keyboard”
Yeah, well at least I can fucking admit it.
I’ve found a lack of freedom in every society and every law that isn’t an attempt at control is merely common sense, and yes, I am offended that you need to make a law for me so I know when to cross the road or the moral irresponsibility of taking a life. You dirty fucks, how long til we get some laws passed under the table that force us to buy products that add up to a ridiculous percentage of our incomes…
I’ve found a flaw in every preachers belief, number one being that they have to fucking scream and yell to get anybody’s attention, Doesn’t that tell you something, we’ve progressed you’re still hearing your Sunday class teacher preaching to you as though it’s the truth, children are impressionable, that’s why its fucking cruel for people to brainwash them with these fictitious works. Listen, unless you can show me a picture of you holidaying with God, if there’s a voice recording or a phone number, has he said what I should or shouldn’t be doing lately, no, its called being static, its detrimental, no progress, no change. When she/he/it/alien leader tells me what I should do I’ll listen, let that be said, no man rules his fate, spare me this subtle guessing game, I want my lights shining down on me and angels singing as I hear an almighty voice tell me where to go. Fuck that, get me an email address.
Til then, here’s some tape; shut the fuck up until he adds me as a friend on myspace.
And if those of you out there who already know all this and want to comment to let me know. Just save it. I’ll accept appreciation, don’t give me cheap flatteries, because we all know that’s just what you’d love to say about yourself, that’s the image you’d like of you in other peoples minds.
Well, I think this post has made me infamous.
In the words of the hero: “I’m available for children’s parties”
-Pura
07.29.07 (9:35 pm) [
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